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Name: Devon
Location: Paris
Birthday: 3/26/1991
Gender: Male
Interests: Sports, Kaity
Expertise: Being me, loving kaity
Occupation: Student, being kaitys boyfrien
Industry: School
Message: message me
AIM:  Godscreed99
Member Since:
1/11/2006
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| Ahhh Revenge is so sweet 
Yep thats Kaity 
Awww so cute 
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| Well lets begin at saturday Kaity and I went to coltons to hang and I ate an Entire Jacks Pizza. but that is beside the point. Kaity drove me home like she always does and we had a talk of how her dad wants to be involved in our relationship and is trying to break us up for 3-6months and he has no idea what he is dealing with. Me without kaity is like a hormonally unbalanced woman without any chocholate.Thats not a good mixture. So i want blood. but im being held back by dad and joel so that i can get my head in straight and handle pressures and anger. So that was not good. Then on sunday i saw kaity leave the pursuit and my heart sunk i knew exactly what the problem was. so when it ended i left to find her and she was with sheri imagine my relif that she wasnt GONE that is something that i think she would do. well i went back downstairs and held back tears until i got home. then i went to my room and let loose. i cryed until lunch then ate and went back to my room got really pissed off hit somethings started fights with my brothers and parents and went to church STEAMED. Me being Me i didnt want anyone to know my real feelings and i held it back at church actually i acted hyper and fun when i was dead inside. i got home and went to the bathroom and threw up it was nasty. then i went and watched the superbowl that was awesome. from there on you all probobly know my weekend and all that jazz. well i hate the fact that me and kaity live under nazi facist rule and have to deal with it. WE ARE NOT BRANDON AND BETHANY WE WONT DO ANYTHING WRONG WHY DOES EVERY ONE THINK WE WILL MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE!!!!!!! i hate that. well im spending the weekend at coltons that will be a time of getting things off my chest and relaxing and having good ol fashioned fun. Sweet! Forever and Ever i will love you kaity FOREVER Devon | | |
| I wanna DIE kaity and I have to break up for 3month yesterday was the worst day of my life! | | |
| What happens when someone is there but really not there? Like the lights are on but noones home. Well we all have those days... i think. Some people call me bipolar and i dont doubt that at all. One minute i wanna spend time and then next i just wanna be alone thinking over my thoughts. When really deep down i really love her but never really show it. I wake up in the morning and see her pictures and i stare at her beautiful face. Sometimes it feels as if i have known her forever. like back in the old days when cavemen were around. I believe that we held hands CHASING BLUE-ORANGE GAY GATORS. that ones for colton. Other times it feels as if we just met. When i touch her hands and feel the coldness of her skin my whole body shakes with the tender love that radiates from her body. Eternal love is a love that even when God comes back I WILL STILL LOVE HER. sometimes well alot of times i act as if i dont but then other times i act as if i will always. and she knows that. when you love someone so much you do so much for them that you find yourself w/o anytime that was never me and im sorry for that i wish it was me. Eternal love lasts an Eternity or thats what im hoping for. Breathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our love prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our heart is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my dear
For we will find each other again
And again
And again.
For our love is ageless
Eternal
A love for all time.
On a much lighter note i want to let people know that love only really comes once in life TAKE IT AND RUN WITH IT. thats not really much lighter but O WELL. HAVE FUN DONT SMOKE PEICES Devon | | |
| Wow i havent updated in forever and i kinda felt like the peer pressure was adding up so here i am to update. This xanga has changed alot since the last time i updated. Umm well the football team had a great season State Runners Up baby that was a disapointing end to the amazing season 14-1 o well. whats next me and KT are still together so are me and colton but thats another story. MY dad and pastor joel and sheri left for Poland yesterday and just arrived there about 2 hrs ago they didnt sleep for 27 hrs straight that is insane. whats next school is goofy and just boring. umm i have no idea what to talk about and i wanna debate something that matters so nothing gay. tee hee hee well i guess thats it BYE PEICES AND REESES Devon | | |
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